There is nothing uplifting in this blog. All is full of my personal nihilistic grievances and I do not provide any solutions. There is nothing for you to like here. Everything is tasteless and dispassionate. I have lost all warmth and enthusiasm I once felt in studying philosophy. I no longer see myself as important and effective. I wish for the end of the world as only an apocalypse or a miracle can save us all. Contrary to Heidegger that “only a God can save us” I feel that nothing can save me now.